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Showing posts with label queer romance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label queer romance. Show all posts

Tuesday, 8 May 2018

Spice is Live!

It was such a challenge in every way to finish this novel, that by the end I was not sure if I had "pulled it off" or if I had completely lost my way this time.
It is wonderful to get such lovely feedback on it.
Thank you so much to my very first reader, Christine, to Evernight Publishing, to my editor, Karyn, who challenged my characters, as she always does, and made them speak their love aloud, to Jay Aheer for the lovely and intense cover, and to my husband and all my friends for their support, and for their patience, when I was spending most of my time with imaginary people.

Spice is now available at Evernight
And at all the usual retailers.







Saturday, 5 May 2018

Two sleeps to go to Spice's release party!!!




Two sleeps to go!! I feel all wobbly at the knees!! 

**There will be a release party with my friend Lea Bronsen**

in the ***Evernigh Readers*** Facebook group! 

Join us on May 7th for fun, games, gossip, snippets, eyecandy and giveaways! :) 

I will be giving away two copies and Spice&Vanilla and two copies of any book from my backlist you like, and a BEAUTIFUL Rainbow Topaz pendant... and God only knows what Lea will be up to. Don't miss it! :)

Thursday, 26 April 2018

Cover reveal - Spice & Vanilla


Cover reveal!
Isn't he gorgeous?

Spice & Vanilla, coming May 7th from Evernight Publishing 

Time was, when Di could dance all night. Time was, when she could ride any horse in the stable. Time was when she had a fiancée, a future and a home she loved. Until a silver SUV came out of nowhere and broke her life in half.
Well concealed under a sarcastic, spiny hide, Hugh has a darkly romantic, passionate soul. Torn between love and terror, he’s held the talented, elegant, magnetic Raphael carefully at arm’s length since the day they met.
Male or female, men or women, kinky or sweet, top or bottom? Angel or devil? Raphael’s life is a string of unanswered questions.  And Lucie, his long-hidden female self, may bring it all together or destroy everything he has.


"I am but darkness and you - the light."


Thursday, 12 April 2018

Spicy edits


Spice and Vanilla's first round of edits is done, with a couple of scenes added (some spice, some fun, some poetry).

"...Tortured as he was in a piercing narrow place between agony and delight , it was simply too much.

It was a thing of beauty to watch. That’s right, that’s right. See, you are free now. You are, and I did it. I did for you.
Because that was what it was all about.
Raphael was what it was all about. He was the center and the core, the bloodied, honeyed song at the heart of this whole rough, dirty symphony.
To set you free, I would do anything."

Friday, 23 March 2018

Five star review for Black Carnival!

When your debut novel is still getting some serious love after six years, and you feel that you have done good...
"...It would be easy to label Black Carnival merely as a sex manual, thanks to its extensive explorations of different sexual positions, tools, and “tastes” – from tender sensuality and romance on one side to near-sadistic games on the other, and everything you can think of (or haven’t, until now) in between. It is all narrated and explained in such length and graphic detail, don’t be surprised if at the end of each chapter you are in sweat, panting, repeatedly brought to climax by the spectacular depiction of the author’s imagination.
But there is more. There is art, the art of mastering the written word. Like the huge, glowing painting screen in Lukan’s home displaying a new magnificent mythical scene each time Ivory comes to visit, every scene in Black Carnival is an art tableau carefully and skillfully painted by the author. I’ve rarely read a book whose colorful settings as well as character actions and wide palette of urges, emotions, and senses are so vividly brought to life, I am immersed in the story and seeing (feeling) it unfold like a motion-picture. In fact, should I be asked to pick a book to be adapted for the big screen, Black Carnival would be an obvious choice. Just remember to bring a fan (or your boyfriend)."


Find it on Amazon... 

or at Evernight 

Saturday, 10 March 2018

Spicy News




Well, my dear readers, the contract is signed, and Spice & Vanilla is expected to come out in May. So stay tuned!


"...Di ran her hands along the silk and velvet length of thighs and calves, in awe.

She suddenly understood how a man feels when a woman sets out to seduce him, putting forth all the wondrous charms a female can exert if she chooses, all the silk and stardust and midnight magic of a woman’s full mating plumage.
She understood, also, for the first time, what Lucie meant when she said being a man was so dull. She was born for this. She was born to be like this.
It was as difficult to imagine her as Raphael as it was to imagine Raphael as Lucie..." 




Time was, when Di could dance all night. Time was, when she could ride any horse in the stable. Time was when she had a fiancée, a future and a home she loved. Until a silver SUV came out of nowhere and broke her life in half.

Well concealed under a sarcastic, spiny hide, Hugh has a darkly romantic, passionate soul. Torn between love and terror, he’s held the talented, elegant, magnetic Raphael carefully at arm’s length since the day they met.

Male or female, men or women, kinky or sweet, top or bottom? Angel or devil? Raphael’s life is a string of unanswered questions.  And Lucie, his long-hidden female self, may bring it all together or destroy everything he has.

Coming May 2018

Wednesday, 28 February 2018

Coming Soon! Spice&Vanilla

An acceptance mail in one's inbox is always a wonderful way to start the day. If that mail arrives at least two weeks before you start stalking your inbox, that's a bonus, and no mistake! :)

Evernight said Yes! to Spice&Vanilla my new crossdresser/transgender romance, and I am so chuffed because it was really a struggle against the elements to get this book finished! With two months of rainy weather in the middle of winter there was barely enough power in my little off-grid world to get any writing done, and there was a time a few weeks ago when I despaired of ever bringing this story to life.


 A sketch I made of Paul Boche
Raphael looks a lot like him, ahem.

Time was, when Di could dance all night. Time was, when she could ride any horse in the stable. Time was when she had a fiancée, a future and a home she loved. Until a silver SUV came out of nowhere and broke her life in half.
Well concealed under a sarcastic, spiny hide, Hugh has a darkly romantic, passionate soul. Torn between love and terror, he’s held the talented, elegant, magnetic Raphael carefully at arm’s length since the day they met.
Male or female, men or women, kinky or sweet, top or bottom? Angel or devil? Raphael’s life is a string of unanswered questions.  And Lucie, his long-hidden female self, may bring it all together or destroy everything he has.


This story is in a certain sense a spill-over from my latest release, Woman as a Foreign Language, although the feel and voice of it are quite different.

In that story I barely touched on Julia/n's difficult past as a rejected transgender lover. I had had an idea of writing a prequel to WaaFL, exploring Julia/n's past in more depth, but prequels in Romance are a tricky business, given that each book is supposed to have a happy ending, and Julia/n's happy-ever-after ending happened in WaaFL.

Then a friend of mine, in a completely different context, said, I am an angel, yes, but with a little bit of a devil inside, and that sparked the idea for a whole new character, Raphael/Lucie, and a new story, Spice&Vanilla, and I began writing this very very hot spanking scene (wink, wink!).....

Still I wanted to tackle the really difficult theme of disclosure, rejection and gradual acceptance,  and S&V, which was originally intended as a quick light fetishy short story became a real emotional roller coaster, and a full length novel. 
S&V's first reader said I broke her heart open and then put it all back together again. I take that as high praise indeed!

For all that, it's still very hot and very fetishy, so, stay tuned :)

If you read and loved WaaFL, know that both Nina and Julia/n make an appearance in this new story. I just could not let go of them just yet.

If you have not read it, let me remind you that you can get it at 

Spice&Vanilla will be out in the next few months, fingers crossed.
:)



Thursday, 7 December 2017

Spice and Vanilla - WIP - a Teaser

Just a small teaser from Spice, which is growing in every direction like a crazy tree... to the point when I needed to take a break or my brain would overheat.

Well, here it is, all unedited of course... I hope you enjoy it.

"Nadia met Lucie at her place that Saturday. Or rather, she was supposed to meet Lucie, but when she got to the door, it was Raphael who opened.

“I am sorry I am so late,” he said, kissing her distractedly on the forehead. Nadia could tell that he was already half into Lucie-mode from the scrupulously chaste kiss. “Something came up, last minute, with work. On Saturday afternoon, can you believe it?”
“It’s ok,” she said. “It’s nice to see you, if only for a minute.”
He gave a slightly strained smile at that, and then kissed her again, on her lips, lightly.
“I’ll be ready in a moment,” he said, hurrying towards the bathroom. Then he stopped and laughed. “No, scratch that. It’s probably going to take a while. Make yourself comfortable.”
After he disappeared, Nadia wondered about aimlessly for a while in the empty flat, and finally opened the fridge. It was a dispiriting experience to open Raphael’s fridge. She honestly wondered what he ate when he was on his own. There was some orange juice, standing rather forlorn in the half empty white glare, and she poured herself a glass before going to look for some music to play on the stereo. Something called The Tempest by a Henry Purcell looked promising and she slipped the cd in the reader before flopping on the sofa.
She was two thirds through the cd before Lucie made an appearance.
“Oh my god,” said Nadia seeing her emerging. “Wow.”

Lucie was like something out of a catwalk. Absurdly tall, lean and ash blonde, beautifully made up, she could have passed for a top model in any clothes, but tonight she was especially elegant and provoking. Thigh-high, soft, black suede boots, nude colored stockings, a short black skirt (one of Nadia’s), and a champagne-colored turtleneck pull, with cut out shoulders. She wore a chunky vaguely tribal black necklace over the pull, and black bracelets at both wrists.
Lucie smiled. “How do you like the Tempest?”
“So so,” said Nadia honestly. She watched Lucie almost forming an answer and then shrugging and smiling. Nadia guessed that Raphael would have launched into a lecture on the topic, but that Lucie was more easy going.
Interesting.
“It is a bit of a bore. It’s not even really by Purcell, most likely. John Weldon’s, in fact.” She switched off the stereo and gave Nadia a hand to get up from the low sofa.
Nadia had to exercise all her self-control, not to touch and stroke her, on her bare shoulders, her stockinged legs, the blond hair that hung so enticingly all around her face, begging to be pulled back from her eyes. It was almost painful when Lucy put a knee-length pale brown coat, soft and drapey and a black scarf (also from Nadia) over all. But when she picked up her black tote bag and keys she was… perfect. A very, very beautiful, very tall, athletic woman, going out on Saturday night with a friend. There was just a hint of some delicious perfume around her.
“So, what do you think,” she said, standing by the door, “will it do?”
“Oh,” said Nadia, smiling, “it will do plenty. You are too gorgeous for words.” She actually felt physically dizzy, lightheaded, just looking at Lucie, and nearly walked into the doorframe while exiting the flat.
My god, I always assumed that only happened in the movies, she thought, trying to walk straight and succeeding only in part.
“You ok?” asked Lucie, with a small frown of concern creasing her forehead.
“Super. Never better,” said Nadia feeling every bit as unsteady as a teenager going out on her first date.
I don’t know what’s happening to me. I am going completely hormone-drunk over my own boyfriend (or girlfriend?)as if I had just met him/her for the first time.
Goodness gracious. I am in love with Lucie! I want to do all manner of things to her. And I want Lucie to do things to me.
By the time they got outside on the pavement waiting for their cab she had recovered enough from this realization that she could actually walk without colliding with potted plants and lamp-posts, but she still could not look at Lucie without blushing crimson. Gosh, this is really embarrassing.
Lucie watched her with another small frown.
“Are you sure you are really quite well? I could swear you are coming down with something.” She laid her long, cool hand on Nadia’s forehead and tut-tutted unhappily.
“Jeez, baby, you are burning. You are running a fever. I think we should go back home and put you in bed right away.”
Nadia giggled helplessly for half a minute.
“It is very tempting. But I am not sick. Just … somewhat hot and bothered.”
“Oh?” said Lucie, confused, and then she finally cottoned on to Nadia’s predicament and slowly smiled. “Oh! O-oh! I … oh my god, really?” She began to laugh softly, hiding her face behind her hand, and finally gathered Nadia in her left arm, holding her close.
“Ok, that is … unexpected. But very charming. Hold on to that thought, ok?”

Monday, 20 November 2017

New story underway! With teaser...

Well, after a couple of weeks off-blogging (I needed a rest from the vagaries of Blogger's formatting) I am back in business.

While not blogging I was very busy doing somethin far more important, i.e. sinking into a new story, which started out as a short, light hearted, fetishy story and is slowly morphing into a full-blown, emotional, still fetishy novel!

I have another beautiful, androgynous, cross-dressing hero (sorry, it can't be helped, I developed a thing for men in heels), Raphael, and another somewhat broken heroine, Nadia, but there is also another man in the picture, Hugh, and more than a sprinkle of bdsm and art, and music, and gasp, cats.

Rapahel inspiration is the spectacularly gorgeous German model and actor Paul Boche.
Did you click on the link? Good, then you will understand why I have been somewhat lost in my dreamworld. :)

It would be wonderful to finish this story before Christmas, but I don't believe in rushing the muse, so we shall see.
Here's a tease, now. (completely unedited)

"Because Lucie was essentially a nocturnal animal, her day started at about 8 PM, with a long hot shower and a thorough shave.

Lucie was a creature of long, pale, lean limbs, covered, but not much, in red and black lace.
Long, long, skinny legs in black stockings, with a trim of lace at the top. She had gone creative tonight and added a band of red lace, just under the black. She had cut it out of a pair of red stockings she had loved, until they got wrecked at the knees. Her stockings tended to do that a lot.
The red and black theme was fun and fitted her name. She always painted her lips scarlet (like her fingernails), and made up her eyes in thick black eyeliner and mascara. Because her eyes were of the palest blue the effect was slightly unsettling, and it had been known to stop men (and women) in their tracks. She smiled at her reflection in the mirror and fluffed her mop of ash blond hair in a wild mane that framed her face seductively.
When she stooped to pick up her red chemise her opulent breasts swayed delightfully in her black bra. She put on the chemise, red and silky, definitely see-through, and edged in lace, and a stringy black thong.
She piled a host of bracelets on her slim arms, black leather, and red beads, and strapped on the black leather collar.  She felt a shiver of anticipation as the stiff, silky, cool leather pressed lightly at the nape of her neck and at her throat.
She padded to the bedroom and extracted a box from under the bed. Her favorite boots, black leather, thigh high, with 6 inches stiletto heels, were carefully folded in tissue paper, almost pristine. Lucie didn’t go out much after all. She zipped them up, and almost felt dizzy with expectation when she stood again, balancing skittishly, like a long-legged foal. She was tall enough barefoot. In these she was practically airborne.
Then she walked, like a pro, on her tall heels, to the living room.
Rachmaninov’s Piano Concerto no 2 was on, as loud as was admissible in a city flat, and Hugh was sprawled on the sofa like a big cat, soaking in the music. He had already taken off his shirt, but he must have gotten cold because he had snuggled under a plaid.
“Took your time,” he said, with a yawn.
That was his typical style.
“Rachmaninov, really?” she asked. “Bloody neo-romantic noise.”
He waved his hands like a cook wafting some elusive cooking smell to his nose. “At least, as classical music goes, it’s got some hair on its chest.” And that was the highest compliment Hugh could pay to a musical composition.
The recording was terrible, crackly and tinny. Horrid. Hugh seemed to divine her thought.
“It is himself, on the piano. In 1929.”
Lucie shrugged, then bit her lower lip and bowed her head. She could taste lipstick on her teeth, which was sexy as hell. Oh well. Rachmaninov would cover the sounds, at least. Mostly.
“Come here then,” said Hugh, throwing the plaid aside, sitting up and patting his knee invitingly.
He was a middle height man with short, fuzzy, dark hair thinning slightly around a widow’s peak and a semi-permanent stubble (greying now) on his chin and jaw. He was neither especially good looking nor in any way unpleasant, and dressed rather shabbily at almost all times. He was in fact an entirely unremarkable man, except for a limited set of small ticks that betrayed a rather more active and nervous mind than most. Which is why most people would have been flabbergasted by the impressive set of tattoos that adorned  his chest, shoulders and upper arms. They were somewhat faded and partly obscured by the rather luxuriant growth of dark hair on his torso, but even so, they gave him a distinctly wicked look, absolutely at odds with his completely harmless everyday manner.
She went and kneeled by the sofa (another pair of stockings would die today) and laid her forehead on his thigh. He didn’t seem to notice. He was still engrossed in the music.
“I find it fascinating that Rachmaninoff, who was known for his huge hands, which could have easily managed the large opening chords, chose to break the chords apart and roll them instead. Why?”
Lucie didn’t answer.
“Maybe he did that so that less, shall we say, well-endowed pianists would not be discouraged from altering the opening chords to suit their capabilities? He did state, purportedly, that the second piano concerto was uncomfortable for him to play.” He caressed her head, sinking his fingers into her hair to massage the back of her neck. “I choose to take it as a reminder, that just because you can do something, it does not mean that you have to do it. Or like it. It’s always a Matter of choice. Just an interesting point for thought.”
Lucie remained quiet through his musings, using the time to collect herself, to find that seam in her mind that allowed her to slip down, through and out...
She took a deep breath, and leaned into his thigh and suddenly his hand was in her collar, pulling roughly, choking her, until she lay across his lap. The first blow across her butt made her squeal out loud. The second and third landed on her thighs and hurt even more. He was laying them down with all his strength tonight, no gentle introduction with small slaps, grabbing, kneading. She panted in the pause after the third blow, bracing herself for the next one..."


Like Lucie so far? Stick around for news of her in the next weeks...


Tuesday, 17 October 2017

Transgender Tales - J. K. Pendragon



When I started looking for books and authors to host on my blog this month in my Transgender themed series, J. K. Pendragon was the very first  person I contacted. And I was truly delighted to get their reply,and their contribution, because, aside from their lovely books, there is so much I can relate to in their blog. So much of what they have to say here is so relevant to me as a person, and as the author of my recent release!

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Trans Gender and the Presentation Dilemma

J.K. Pendragon for the Wyvern's Lair



Hi there!



My name is Jes, and I write romance novels under the penname J.K. Pendragon. I'm genderqueer, and I've written a few different novels and short stories with trans characters. Since Katherine's new book is a transgender romance, she's asked for some blog posts by transgender authors, and I'm happy to contribute!


What I want to talk about today is something with also seems to be a theme in Katy's book: the idea that no two trans experiences are exactly the same. There's a huge problem with transgender representation in mainstream media, where trans people are presented as very binary "women in mens' bodies" or "girls who always knew they were really a boy." Trans women always have to have played with dolls as a child, and trans men must have been tomboys growing up. If you go by the media, the defining trait of trans people is that they want to fit in and pass as the perfect stereotypical example of their gender. In real life, there are some trans people that fit this narrative, but this is only one way to experience being trans. The reality is often messier, more complicated, and much more unique.


As a non-binary person, there are aspects of both masculinity and femininity I embrace, and aspects that I reject. As someone who doesn't consider themself to be male or female, there are a lot of things that I like, but can recognize as being completely arbitrary to gender, despite them being heavily coded as one way or the other by society. Things like make-up, sports, fashion… These are things that can be enjoyed by anyone. Young people often grow up liking things that are considered "for the opposite gender," and that includes trans people.


The problem comes when a person realizes they are transgender, and decides to take steps to be recognized by the outside world as who they really are. For some trans people, this doesn't matter, and they continue to dress and act however they want. But for a lot of us, there's pressure to conform to gender roles, partly so that people will "believe" that we're really trans, but also just so that we can be recognized easily as our gender. Things like hair, fashion and make-up can be a shorthand for getting people to recognize us for who we are, which can save us from the grief of being misgendered, bullied, and ostracized.


Being transgender is a very personal thing, the basis of which is a trans person's relationship with their body, their identity, and the steps they take to become more comfortable with themself. But in our strictly regulated, gendered society, being transgender comes with the requirement of performing gender, which is exhausting, and especially for someone who is neither male or female, frustrating and confusing. There is no "shorthand" for androgyny, and always there is the conflict between dressing and presenting in a way you enjoy, and presenting in a way that will allow you to pass as your gender. And for those of us who identify as neither male or female, "passing" is a tightrope of stylistic choices that leaves little to no room for personal expression.


The relationship between trans people and gender presentation is complicated, and every trans person approaches it differently. There is no wrong way to be trans; no one should feel pressured to conform to gender stereotypes, or to reject them. Unfortunately, most of us face those pressures every day, and there's no clear solution to the issue. All we can do is encourage and accept the individuality of every trans person's journey, and recognize that we are all beautiful, unique and important.  


I hope this has been some food for thought, and I hope that you will check out Katy's new book, Woman as a Foreign Language, as well as my own at my website: www.jkpendragon.com


Thank you for reading!
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Rather thank you for writing, such a thoutful and thought-provoking post! :) 

Some of Jes' books featuring wonderfully queer characters:

To Summon Nightmares
Three years ago, Cohen Brandwein was "Ireland's Favorite Daughter", a popular teenage author and internet celebrity. But ever since he came out publicly as trans, the media's treatment of him has been less than golden, and these days, Cohen is desperate for escape.

When he inherits an old house in the country, Cohen sees it as a perfect opportunity to escape the press and work on his new book. What he doesn't count on is becoming embroiled in a small town murder mystery and falling for the primary suspect, a man whose reality makes Cohen's fantasy books seem like child's play...


Dowload a sample on Amazon 

Sea Lover
Ian is happy with his life in a remote Canadian fishing town, where he has only the sea and his fishing crew for company. People say being alone is terrible, but he's never had any problems with it.

Then his peaceful life is thrown into upheaval when he finds an injured merman washed up on the shore. With no idea what else to do, Ian takes the merman home and nurses him back to health.

But as he helps S'mika heal, a bond begins to form, and Ian starts to wonder if maybe there is more to life than being alone…


Download a sample on Amazon 

Destined for an arranged marriage she wants nothing to do with, Princess Breanwynne decides that the only option for escape is to run away. Upon the announcement of this plan, her trusted pet cat reveals he can talk by asking that she take him along. Listening to his suggestion to venture into the lair of the Swamp Witch proves to be a very bad idea, but Breanwynne would rather face a witch any day than be forced to marry a prince.

Dowload a sample on Amazon



About Jes

J.K Pendragon is a Canadian author with a love of all things romantic and fantastical. They first came to the queer fiction community through m/m romance, but soon began to branch off into writing all kinds of queer fiction. As a bisexual and genderqueer person, J.K. is dedicated to producing diverse, entertaining fiction that showcases characters across the rainbow spectrum, and provides queer characters with the happy endings they are so often denied.